Words That Spoke To Me

            

http://www.curlynikki.com/2009/11/black-latino-identity-naturally-leslie.html

               I have to say, I really connected to Roberto Santiago’s Black and Latino. And I have also come to a very simple and plain conclusion: He’s Puerto Rican, he’s black, and he’s Boricua and Moreno. And so am I.

               My father, who is 100% Puerto Rican and 100% Black, has passed on much wisdom to me, and many of his profound thoughts. But, one of the best things he’s ever said to me was “Don’t say ‘I understand’ when you don’t understand.” I feel as though many would read this article from the outside and quickly come to the conclusion that these were the writings of a Hispanic man who wanted to assimilate himself into another culture. I feel as though many would view this as some sort to inner conflict and say, “I get it, it’s confusing, but you’re still just Puerto Rican, so get over it.” But, many just don’t get it.

               I am 50% Dominican, 50% Puerto Rican, and 100% Black. I know the numbers don’t add up, but my math is flawless. This is the blood that runs through my veins. Unfortunately the titles “Puerto Rican,” “Black,” or “Hispanic,” can’t really break down my blood or my makeup. The truth is these titles can only give you an idea of where the majority of my ancestors spent their time. So, it’s not about the color of my skin or what language my family speaks at home. It’s not about how black or white people see me. It’s not about the music I listen to, the clothes I where, the religion I follow, or the way I speak. It’s about blood. It’s about what runs through my veins and flows throughout me. It’s about knowing who I am, and most importantly, knowing who I am when no one else does. 

               It’s so important to know who you are and where you come from, if you don’t, the outside world will try to decide that for you.